I hate you I love you

it's a part of a story that i wrote about a 19 years old girl who saw her mother taking her own life because of toxic love with her dad when she's 9 years old so she swears to never love anyone her whole life and on the other side a 19 years old boy whose parents neglected him because of their work and business travels so he never knew what love is they ended up going on the same school and the boy started to acknowledge the girl but as we can see the girl already built her own wall.